This blog is for the boy that can sell out 2 shows in MSG 30 Seconds & The 20 year old Canadian that can sing Baby.
@iamdiddy：When I look at him it’s like a miracle! He’s me but way better @kingcombs @justinbieber
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I heard a speeding vehicle leave the scene. It was that sick bastard just driving away. I will kill him if its the last thing I do.
"Baby… Please open your eyes! I love you, your my everything. Your my life, I can’t breathe without you in my life. You’re perfect in every single way imaginable, even you don’t think you are. You can’t leave me here alone, we have our future to plan together, having you become my wife; Mrs Bieber! Please beautiful?" I begged as my tears were falling. I need to call an ambulance! I try and find my phone but its no where to be found and I am running out of time to save my girl….
Back to the story;
As I slowly opened my eyes, the only thing that I was able to see what pure white and nothing else. Where am I? I turned my head around a little to see that I was in a bed and two chairs sitting beside me with my parents sitting in them.
"Justin, oh thank god , you’re awake." Said my mom with tears in her eyes.
All of sudden all of the memories and flashbacks came rushing into my mind remembering everything that had happened in the few hours.
Daniel. Car accident. Fatime. Now I can remember, that sick bastard will pay for what he has done to my girl and with that I realised where is my girl?
"Fatime! Where is Fatime? Is she okay? Mom! Dad!" I asked them while I panicked.
I remember looking at her liveless body, lying there. Begging her to open her eyes. She can’t leave me alone. I need her. My parents didn’t even answer yet but I am already crying. It’s too much. I am so scared I gonna lose her.
"Justin, when we tell you this you promise that you will be calm about it all okay sweetie?" Pattie spoke. Seeing the pain in her eyes was heartbreaking.
"Justin , she’s…" Started my mum but she stopped. She had this sad look in her eyes and thats only happens when it’s really serious or there is something has has happened which makes me even more scared. I could take all this horrible thoughts and theories n my mind and they wont stop. I need to know if my baby is okay.
"She is what?! Please tell me she’d not…. That she is not.." I started but I couldn’t finish it. Even thinking about was the worst.
"No. She is alive . But she is in a critical condition.." Said my mom while crying.
No, she can’t be. Where is she?”
I need to get out of this fucking room and see her. I need to see her.
I quickly get out of bed but my dad wouldn’t let me.
"No! Let go! I need to see her… I need to see her!" I screamed while crying.
Why is this happening?
I tried my hardest to slip away from my father but for some reason all my strength had just disappeared into thin air. I pushed and pull my father out of the way but it was no use or help for that matter, i was trying to win this battle that I was unable to win at this point in time. I needed to see my everything.
"Not later, not tomorrow, I need to see her NOW!" I cried. That was it, I just couldn’t take it anymore, I let my legs and knees go weak and I just collapsed on the to cold hospital floor next to my worried and terrified parents.
"Justin, sweetie, I know you want to Fatime now but-" started my mom but I didn’t let her finish.
"No mom, I don’t just want to , I have to, your not understanding mom, she is my everything, she is-…. she is the person I want to put a ring on their finger and call her my wife, I can’t lose her." I confessed to my mom whilst still trying to think of a way to get through my dad as he won’t let me see my girl.
"I know, wait what… You wanna marry Fatime? There were shocked by the statement I made but they are going to have to deal with the fact that I am going to marry my girl… But the doctor need to see if you are okay first." My mom continued, I didn’t want to listen to what she had to say about the doctor due to the last situation and made us back into this hospital in the first place.
"The last time when I saw Fatime , before she got kidnapped , before this happened…I could save her. But the doctor needed to do a full and complete check up on me to see if everything is all good. This time…I won’t let them making me stay because of that stupid reason!" I yelled at them. I don’t wanna yell at them I hate yelling at my parents, but they need to let me go to see her. I need to see her.
Just after everything had calmed down and I was able to stand up again without collapsing to the floor because of feeling too weak to stand, I looked over at my parents and before I was able to look around the room they started speaking. All I heard was the last three words and thats all I needed to hear.
"Okay Justin. Go! "said dad, with a sad smile. Again this sad smile. It’s like they giving up on her. But she gonna make it through . I know she will!
I opened the door to our hospital room that my parents and I was in and I started to search for my baby. I asked all of the nurses and doctors, I was able to find in the hospital but still nothing. Then I remember something that one of my parents said to me when they were telling me about Fatime, what was it again?
"She is in Critical Condition."
Thats it! I haven’t checked the ICU unit for the people that have a critical condition, my girl must be there. I ran as fast as I could down the hallway and down a flight of stairs before I was able to get to the front desk. I asked the person that was on reception where the ICU unit was. They wasn’t going to tell me until they realised who I was.
"It’s on the top floor, and take your second left, sir…"
I didn’t let the person on reception finish there statement before I was half way down the hallway of the first floor. I was at the end of the hallway and looked infront of me to see a information board about which wards are where in the hosptial. At the bottom of the board was ICU - LEVEL 7! I needed to decide which one was the quicker opition taking the many flights of stairs or facing my fear of claustrophobia in taking the elevator. It took me a few minutes to decide but when I realised how stupid I as being, I got all my body in checked and pressed the button and waited for elevator door to open. As the doors opened, I quickly got into the elevator and closed my eyes and thought about all of the amazing times and memories I have shared with Fatime and how many more we will be able to create in the future. The elevator door pinged opened and I got out of the elevator before I was going to have heart attack.
All I could think of was seeing my girl again. I stopped at the top of another hallways but this one was full with many doors each side. How am I going to find Fatime now. I looked down to clear my head as I was feeling like I was going to go crazy if I didn’t find my girl soon. After looking down at the floor for a while I looked straight back up to see a nurse walking down the corridor and I ran over to her and asked which room Fatime Orbán was in?
"Last door on your left, Justin." the nurse answered.
Wait a minute, how does she know my name, the lady could see that I had a puzzled look across my face and spoke by saying;
"I’m a belieber…" the nurse smiled.
Before I knew what I as doing I moved closer and give the nurse a hug and said thank you.
She started to walk back down the hallway and that was my que to find the room my girl was in. I really need to see her, I am scared I gonna lose her .
Finally finding the room, that Fatime was in, I just stood there at the door frozen, it was like everything had stopped including me which meant I could do anything. What’s wrong me, why can’t I go in?
Erasing all thoughts like that, I put my hand on the door handle and pressed down lightly and the door slowly open. I was stunned to what I was seeing. It was heartbreaking and just destroying to see her looking like this. Her lifeless body, just laying there all pale.
There was so many different tubes and wires attached to her it was unsettling. There was a small tank next to her bed which taught my eye. Looking at it for a few seconds and realising that it was an oxygen tank for her breathe from. Thats it, I could hold it in any longer the tears the pain anything. I took hold her hand that was cold and sat down on the chair that they hospital had provided.
I was about to say something, when I could hear someone voice talking. I looked over to see that it was Fatime’s but her eyes were closed. She is having one of her dreams. I just sat there for a while until she started moving and sweating but she was still unconscious. Fatime is not normally prone to have nightmares… Only when something bad has happened. Which scares me.
"No..let me go , I don’t want this" she said in her sleep.
"She don’t want what?" I remember daniel saying that he had his fun with her… If he did something or anything to harm her in anyway , I swear…
By placing my hands around each of her arms, I moved in a harsh movement so I was able to try and wake Fatime up , but it was being unsuccessful. I was doing everything in my power to help her wake up but she wasn’t responding. I was shaking her lifeless body but still nothing.
"Let me go! Please…" She begged in her sleep while tears runned down on her cheeks and her beautiful face.
"Baby! Come on wake up. It’s me. Justin. Can you hear me babe? Please… Open your eyes for me please, sweetheart."
Fatime slowly started to move her body in the hospital bed including opening her eyes. It took her a few minutes to get her bearings for everything. As soon as she turned to see me, she started to cry more and more. I just hugged her tight, never wanting to let her go from my arms again.
"Its okay babe, I’m here now, no one else will harm you, I promise."
"I am sorry Justin…. I am so sorry." She said as she pushed me away to removed herself from the hold I had around her body.
"Babe, you have done nothing wrong, you shouldn’t be saying sorry…
Come on please, don’t push me away” I said and tried to hug her but again she just tried to push me away with her petite body.
"Justin… I.. I am not the same as I was…after what happened…
Could you still love me?
"Justin… I.. I am not the same as I was…after what happened…"
Justin only glared at me with an unreadable facial expression before reaching out for my hand. I removed it immediately before our hands could come in contact.
"Could you still love me? After he.." I struggled to speak miserably due to the horrendous condition I was in. Justin locked his eyes with mine, impatiently waiting for me to elaborate on what I was trying to get across.
"Fatime, I’ll always love you. Why would you even question such a thing?" Guilt and depression fufilled his honey brown irises as he finally took my hand in his before intertwining our fingers together. "What did he do to you?"
"I- uhh, h-he.." I trampled over my words and couldn’t bring myself ubrupt to gather any of my forsaken thoughts.
Justin clenched his jaw in fury before standing in a full upright position. I positioned my hand on his to sooth him a bit. I was too feeble to jump to my feet and embrace him as I usually would “Justin, please calm down.” I pleaded with agony laced within my tone.
"Calm down?" He bellowed in disbelief. He ran a hand threw his disarrayed dark blond hair in frustration.
"Really babe! You want me to calm down?" Justin scolded in incredulity.
I remained motionless and astonished as Justin continued to become more infuriated by the second. “Justin it’s not as bad as it seems. Besides, I’m safe with you now.”
His golden brown irises met mine; they were full of remorse and sadness massed together.
"He fucking hurt you! H-he put his hands on you baby girl. And I wasn’t there to prevent it from happening.."
After Justin finished speaking, everything went silent. All you could hear was the beeping and the buzzing from the machines that are attached me. I hating being here. I couldn’t even make eye contact with Justin for being that ashamed and the embarrassment of what Daniel did to me. The sleepiness was taking over again, so I tried to move my body towards the right side in the uncomfortable hospital bed as I couldn’t bear to look at Justin anymore without feeling guilty for what happened. I know the medication had stopped working a few hours ago but I didn’t care, I just didn’t want to have make a fuss with everyone. The pain was horrific but I just had to grin and bear it.
When I could finally feel that the pain was easing and that I was slowly letting the sleepiness take over my body and mind, There was a small light knock that was hardly able to hear on the room door. I couldn’t get out of the bed because of everything, so Justin got up out from the chair that was beside the bed and placed his hand on the handle and gradually started to open the door…
But all of a sudden there was a pain in my ribs and it was like the pain was there if a person I didn’t like or had memories with. I need medication and I needed it now. The only way I was going to be able to get that if Justin was going to continue opening that door.
"Justin, Nooooooo! Don’t…"
Everything stopped including the machines….
Maybe that person waiting behind that door is the person that could change everything…
THIS IS NOT HAPPENING RIGHT NOW! OMFGGGG! I’M DREAMING RIGHT! YOU CANT BE FOLLOWING ME!
THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU @believetourworldwide
YOU HAVE JUST MADE MY WEEEK! 😭 #sohappy #thankful #beliebers #justinbieber #love
I wish they could just stop and disappear already…
Might be posting the next chapter today 😏
Maybe one day I will meet my king, or he notices me..?
WELL FUCKING HOLY SHIT! GOOD MORNING TO YOU @justinbieber 😏😉🙊💕